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Easter tomorrow...

kissxthexheart — 2008-03-22T18:02:00Z

And for those of you who don't celebrate easter, have a nice sunday!

So tired right now, I can't stand waking up at 9:30 on a saturday. I went to my granny's today, we needed to squeeze her in before my dad's friend came over. He's in a band called Heavy Nova, I think they're pretty good, but whatever.

For anyone that likes the '8 Movies 2 Die 4', Nightmare man SUCKED. worst.movie.ever.
I don't even get the point of the movie, and the ending was so bad. Plus, the 'Mia' character was soooo stupid. HOW MANY WOMEN DO YOU KNOW THAT CARRY AROUND A CROSSBOW AND A RIFLE!!?
Yeah, that was a dumb movie. and i just stopped in the middle of this journal, and got completely distracted.

Wow, that was retarded. First, the lady my sister babysits for, calls my phone, not my sister's. Then, like 3 hours after she calls, my phone rings, saying she left a message, even though I ALREADY deleted it. O_o what the crap?

kay, I'm bored with this now.

xoxo~raeee

spring breakk-HAPPY FIRST DAY OF SPRING by the way

kissxthexheart — 2008-03-20T20:54:00Z

so for the next like, week and a half, i have no school, yay!
I really am happy, you can see the enthusiasm. Look at the exclaimation point!
But seriously, I need the time off from school, I just don't like having nothing to do during the day. I'll probably sleep like 14 hours from midnight to midnight, then yell at people the rest of the time. I don't know, I'll think of something to do. Maybe I'll print off MySpace's privacy policy, and force my parents to let me get another myspace. We'll just see how things go.

I obviously don't have a life, because I read almost all of MySpace's privacy policy, like 10 minutes ago.
If you're like me, and lack things to do, go to youtube, and watch Reubnick's videos. They're hilarious, I'm friends with that kid, they're mildly entertaining.

I'd really like to find something to do over spring break, I feel so pathetic. But I guess it IS vacation, and why have to do something when, you don't HAVE to do something? [you know that made sense]

I think I'll be getting a new buzznet, soon. I still need a battery for my camera though. Out of my whole house, everyone just trades batteries for remotes, flashlights, stuff like that. We need to buy batteries, desperately, but I doubt we ever actually will unless some random emergency occures.

Do you ever just not put your laundry away? Like it just sits somewhere in your room, and after the first couple loads, you realize you're behind then don't bother anymore. I did that, now I have a pile of clothes covering a chair I never sit in. I have to put them away, desperately. It sucks because whenever I need to find something, I'm grabbing like 4 garments at once, due to the possibility of like colors; especially when it comes to black.

Kay, I don't know why I wrote so much, especially since no one reads those, whatever.

xoxo~RAE! [i took panic's exclaimation point, G-SNATCH. does anyone even say that anymore?]

Lets try this again

kissxthexheart — 2008-03-18T19:08:00Z

I neeeeed to do journals/blogs more often, its killing me. not that anyone reads them, at least that I know of, whatever.
Goodbye blues came out today, and for anyone that even likes The Hush Sound just a TINY bit, its a VERY good cd, go out and get it, its not that expensive.

Over the past couple days, I've been wearing make-up again. I don't know why I actually stopped in the first place. Its hard for me though, because I have such deep set eyes, so any eye make-up I wear, looks a billion times darker than it really is, as long as it looks good, thats all I care about.

Once we get some more AAA batteries, I'm going to start posting pictures again, I might even get a new buzzet, which I would deffinitely prefer. I don't know, I'll see how things go.
Gah, I have to go take a shower.

XOXO~Rae

ps. . .is running my fingers through my hair really THAT annoying??

waaah!

kissxthexheart — 2008-03-05T17:18:00Z

so much for a new journal every day eh?

i finally got my hair done, its like a honey blonde on the ends. my bangs look better than the rest of my hair for sure. it took like two hours, and its not even REALLY that light. ~whatever

funny how you know someone forever, and dont think anythings possible between the two of you. then you start to get feelings for that person, and everything just flips around. im going insane.

hmm, nothing really new.

Pizza party on the 19th
Solo Ensemble Fest on the 15th
Goodbye Blues on the. . .18th [i forgot for a second]
Pretty.Odd. on the 25th

i think theres more stuff, but i just cant remember right now.

gah, done with this

xoxo~rae

i got taggdid

kissxthexheart — 2008-02-25T16:25:00Z

12 of my favorite songs

Paramore-Oh, Star
Fall Out Boy-Sugar We're Goin Down
All Time Low-Remembering Sunday/Poppin' Champagne [i can't pick]
Panic[!] At The Disco-Time To Dance [demo]
The Academy Is. . .-Classifieds
Motion City Soundtrack-Last Night
The Beatles-I Am The Walrus
Bratmobile-Cool Schmool
The Blood Brothers-Spit Shine Your Black Clouds/We Ride Skeletal Lightning [i can't pick]
A Fine Frenzy-Think Of You
The Maine-Shake It
This Providence-Anything Is Possible

my tagged will be. . .

williamxo, katiejrod, kaylachute, misskayslay, and nobodyshome

i just picked random people

Not self abuse. . .art.

kissxthexheart — 2008-02-25T09:28:00Z

I just pierced my nose. it took like 20 minutes for me to shove it through the last layer, but i got it. I can't wait for my sisters reaction. Then, when my parents get home, their reaction, if my sister doesnt call my mom right away. I dont know, i'll just have to wait it out.

I got my hair cut yesterday, it needed it desperately. I just got more layers, it looks a lot better than before. I need to wash it though, its starting to look gross. I really dont have anything to say right now, im pretty much blanking out.

Um, i got two new chapsticks yesterday, because thats SO interesting. XP

kay im boring myself now

xoxo~rae

hey kid, live while you can, you'll die soon enough

kissxthexheart — 2008-02-22T17:12:00Z

today was an amazing day. i cant wait till im older, and i can go clubbing. dance today afterschool, which are usually very lame, but it was pretty fun. lots of dancing, it was insane.

Im very tired right now though, i feel like passing out on the keyboard, maybe the dancefloor will drag me back to life soon. it was nice to hang out with my friends like, and just party. it was quite the party though.

my friend melissa decided to do sumo wrestling with my friend james, that was very entertaining. james wanted me to take pictures on his phone, but he abuses his phone. . .litterally, and it didnt work. right after we leave, it works, he was so mad, i just laughed. that phone was so cracked up, i couldnt believe it.

i wish i could be spoiled enough, to not appreciate the things i have, yet i dont. i already appreciate the things i have as much as i can, but i guess the non-chalant attitude would be nice to have once in awhile.

i might be getting my hair done, finally, i need it done. ill probably get it cut this weekend or something, then dyed next weekend or so. nothing is ever concrete when it comes to my hair, everything is just so. . .thrown out there and just goes with the flow. eh, i can live with that. people always say im a very chillaxed, go-with-the-flow kinda person. i guess i am.

i forgot to post yesterday. . .i think i did at least, but i felt like posting today anyway.

xoxo~rae

no, delicious sushi is not.

kissxthexheart — 2008-02-19T18:04:00Z

Wow, I can't believe I just posted a journal on sunday, it feels like a week ago. I guess its been a long past couple days. As for the title, its from my japanese class, it'd be funner if you were there. . .trust me.
I hate when you're mad, and you start to yell at someone, then they just laugh, and repeat the same thing that MADE you mad in the first place. So annoying, but I just forgot about it, she's ignorant anyway.

I'm over hating everyone, it worked for awhile, but I'm done with it. I don't want to make myself look constantly negative, even though I'm really not. People used to think I was the most optimistic person they knew, then I just started pushing myself away from people. Incredible social reform needed.

I hate going to school events, but I haven't gone to the one on friday. They had it last year too, but didn't feel like going, it should be interesting. I'm going to convince my friends to go with me, even though they went last year. One of thems' boyfriend broke up with them that night on myspace. I kinda laugh when I think about it, which isn't cool, but it just strikes me as amusing. . .I like to flirt with that kid sometimes O_o

kay, before i end up spilling anymore crap, i should stop this

xoxo~Rae

P.S.thanks audrey for the questions <3

We're only black clouds.

kissxthexheart — 2008-02-17T14:39:00Z

Still addicted to The Blood Brothers, I can't help it.
I cleaned my bathroom today, it was quite the process. We have one of those old fashioned bathtubs, where its got the clawed feet, so we have a shower caddy. And we just got a new one, while we were putting it up, my mom hit it. The rod popped out, and smacked me in the side of the head. So right now, all I do is stare at things, I'll recover soon enough.

Yesterday I went to my granny's house, I haven't seen her for like 2 weeks. Driving through Milwaukee is insane, the roads are horrible. No, not the drivers, or the snow, the roads itself. All down, I think its good hope, is pot holes. We dodged one that was gigantic. My mom hates driving down there, but I just sit there and giggle to myself. I'm easily amused.

Today has been so dark, I feel like I'm living in a dream Pete Wentz would have. Everythings all dark. Weathermen predicted a crap load of snow, to start after midnight last night.

Not one snoflake has fallen. . .oh, until now. I just looked outside, and its finally snowing. But its little crappy, annoying snow.

If anyone actually reads these journals, they've got to be VERY bored by now.

xoxo~rae

maybe everyone around me is crazy, and im sane.

kissxthexheart — 2008-02-15T19:19:00Z

I just made oatmeal cookies, my parents forced me to. i really didn't feel like it. I'm the one that DIDNT want them, but made them. . .whatever.

I never post journals, I'm always on buzznet, but I just don't feel like it. I think I'm just lazy, and getting lazier. I should make a point to post a journal like every other day. I'll do that now, it'll be easier for me, not that anyone reads them, I feel like I'm talking to myself, but I can live with that.

I think I'm done hating people. Because, I really hate most of the people that I go to school with, I think I'm going to try and stop. . .associating hate with everything. I need to try and find the good in everything, no matter how craptacular it is. I can find the good and bad in everything, no matter HOW good OR bad.

I have no life except to find stuff like that in things, I cant help it. My mom would get mad at me because she'd say something and the words would be totally out of order and it'd just sound wierd, so I'd correct her. She'd get soooo mad, but I couldnt help but to laugh.

Kay, my dad's up, and he hates the computer. I should wrap this up now.

XOXO~ Rae